hey everyone.

it has been really long since i last updated. dont see the need to update not because my life is to mundane but yeah some things are not meant to be shared. really too many things took place in the past weeks. what i can say is just that i hope life would be better soon. pretty sure god has his reasons for giving me and and my family this obstacle. I'm pretty certain now that I must achieve something in my life. and that thing is non other than my dream. I dont want to be the next person to disappoint my parents. oh god, just show all of us the right path to follow.

this week is quite a horrible week. trying to rush through my assignment and shall leave the editing part till next week. as when next week comes, i will be exhausted trying to complete my presentation slides and my invoices. last two days, i was asked to go down to heartware for a meeting. i was really caught by surprise when i got to know the agenda. got back home and did some reflections and realised i should put a stop to everything. i know thats not what i really want. clearly, it's not meeting my objective when come to volunteering. shall listen to marie...and shall try not to answer any calls or emails by them. i have to be firm and stand on my own ground and not others. seriously thats my new year resolution though it comes in a lil late here. haha.